Family shopping

Let me start this way. I have a brother. Very annoying most of the time, sarcastic and heartless. But above all, he is still my brother. I have learned to deal with his attitude. For him,i am always at fault. He has tested my patience double gazilion time. If i can still handle him, he'll be fortunate. Once i loose my temper, im his nightmare. U ever watched the Digi commercial, "Hey, im your brother?? or in malay version, Aku kan abang kau??". That is quite true. He wasn't this rebellious when we grew up, and we use to best friend. But thing has change since he started to criticize every little thing i use to do.

And today, i need to accompany him for a crash Hari Raya shopping. But before that, we went to go bowl with my other brother. Very sibling-hood. I enjoy first half of the game, but as soon as i overlooked at this very familiar face, (one of the crowd in the bowling center) my mood then became unfocused. I then tried my best to win back the game when i realized that im on the loosing side :( But its OK. I enjoy most of the moment. My brother,when he is at less grumble, i feel that the world is very peaceful. :P Its very selfish of me to think of that way. I know that we must accept every body at their good and bad condition. Becoz we are not perfect. So, face it.

Back to the shopping scene. As usual, its very hard to please him. Usually he will comment everything, the thread is out of the way la, the fabric does not suit him best la bla bla bla. I guess, thats the ugly side of having a designer as your brother. He's more on automobile designer to note, not a fashion designer. But his critique is equivalent to the judges seen on a Project Runaway tv show. Me and my younger brother has had rough time to pursuit him on buying his baju melayu for this upcoming Raya occasion.

But i didnt spend much of my time to serve his attitude. I have my own way when come to deal with this kind of situation. When im in shopping mall, with cash in my hand, i need no fren :P. This is true! Becoz i use to live near to shopping mall, and it doesnt occur to be a problem when come to shopping for me. But i rather have a friend to give a second time to give rational view of what i should buy. My younger brother always be my second arbitrator and i value his thought. My fren Loko is a good arbitrator too. Thats y i enjoy his company when come to shopping. He use to give me some sense of why i shud put this or that thing into my shopping cart.

After almost an hour of time wasting moment, my brother has come up with something to buy. I sighted when he agrees to pay for the baju melayu. I on the other hand, doesnt have anything to buy. My younger brother look for his sampin/g(i dunno which one is the correct one) and he decided to buy this one fine looking sampin/g before i come to reason "Hey,this sampin/g doesnt suit your baju melayu la!!". He put it back and we went to browse for other sampin/g. After a moment, i found one sampin/g that suits my baju melayu. I don really crave for this sampin/g as i don really enjoy wearing them. I remember back at home inside the closet, my mum has gold thread crafted songket that can be matched with most of the baju melayu. I was thinking of grabbing that songket la, like wat i did previous yearssss. But this sampin/g in front of me look very dazzle and outstanding glamorous and can complement my this year's baju melayu very well. Although the touches is not very fine (u can c that threads were not properly sewed to complement the overall look and the cutting is quite horrifying) i imagine the big day (hari raya) will be blessed with me having that sampin/g as part of my suit, and the label is quite cheap, i decide just to take it lah. Its for greater cause, don it?? Hehe :P

I don want to care anymore!

Pg ni smpai opis awl giler.. Spatutnye lg awal, tp sebab jam yg agak memeluatkan aku, lbt gak la 5 menit dr waktu aku yg aku target kan. I arrived at 810AM to the office. Mmg agak hangin gak le ngan traffic jam. Esok aku nk masuk opis kol 830 ler. Seb baik ada 2 option.

Morning routine. Switch ON pc, get Outlook open and check for new mail messages from bosses. None today. Just hv a meeting at 9AM. Not a meeting actually, but more of a review. And i am one of the reviewer. So i think i need to prepare myself a bit.

Next, i check all the free emails inboxes ie Hotmail, Yahoo, Gmail. All at one go.
Then rasa cam tergerak lak nk check out blog "bdk" tu. Dah agak dah. MEsti nk komen psl aku lg. Tp takpe la. Agak mendidih gak ler. Niat aku baik. Bkn aku tegur or kritik, but more of a giving solution. Bcos i tgk kepala dia cam berat semacam jerk. Mmg aku dah agak dia akan tulis psl tu, sbb lepas aku ckp jer, reaksi muka dia tros berubah. Again, i'm sory. I meant to say sumthing else after that, but after seing his reaction, i withdrawn the conversation. Kiamat nnt la aku bgtau ko. Or in other word, i don wan to care anymore. U'll nvr be a friend i expected. Maybe i put too much hope on you. Now everything chaged. Thank you. I mean it!

2nd post

I have a dream this morning. I slept after Sahur and Subuh. This is Ramadhan. No devils rite??
So this is the story. I dreamt of an old fren of mine. We use to be fren in primary school. But not for long. He was a new student in my class. We tagged along quite well, but months after that, i need to move to new place. New school la. Since then, we never have contacted or whatsoever until today.
But today i met him in my dream. From what i could remember, he's so kind and gentle. I more thing i could remember about him, is he has a very nice handwriting. Very nice. Bulat2 tulisan dia. I remember one time, when our school organize a "Pertandingan Tulisan Tercantik" i sat next to him. In this competition, we need to write to given text with the best looking handwriting we can produce and then submit the paper. I adore his handwriting so much, that i try to copy his "bulat2" handwriting into mine. I really thought that he will be the winner, and i wouldnt stand a chance to even to be compare to him, but the result turns out otherwise. I won!! There's only one winner in this competition. No second place.

I also remember that we used to ride bikes during our school day. And playing badminton. Although we didnt get the chance to get to know each other for a long time, but i can still remember him clearly. In his child image la. I wonder how he looks like today..

So, about my dream. We met in a coffee house with few other frens i don know their name of. We have a long chat. But i couldn't remember it all. But in the end of my dream, i ask him, what do you do for living? He replied with this "TUKANG MAHIR". Then suddenly my alarm destroys everthing. WTF!!! I'm not sure what that job really mean. Maybe he's trying to say that he is working for some furniture shop. I dunno. So if you know this guy, namely Mohd Shahrul Nizam, age 24(in 2008) pliz let me know. I want to meet him. I think he's trying to tell me sumthing, but thanks to the alarm, he cant!

Not so bad, day ;)

I arrive to the office at 10 minutes late today. Bkn aper, sbb air kat umah slow gler, tak leh nk cpat2. Aku ni dah la jenis yg mandi
lama2... Hihi.. Bkn ape. Amik mood je tu. Aku suke dok dlm toilet rilek2, smbil baca magazine. Smpei krem lutut kadang2 tu..
Huhu..


Masuk je opis ada requirement book review. Kelam kabut la gak, sbb aku baru tau jer. Part aku lak tue.. Dlm hati, "jenuh la nk menjwb nnt..
dh la aku mmg lupa apa yg aku buat sblm ni. Skali nk kena review la pulak...". Masuk je dlm meeting room, teruk gak la aku kena hentam.
Plg best tu, bos dh pandai2 ubahkan apa yg buat without letting me know at all.. Mmg ternganga la aku mcm org bengong. Tak tau nk jwb cane.
Aku pasrah je la. Seb bek aku kena yg plg awl. So suma org mcm baru warm up la. Takde la kena teruk sgt.. Alhamdulillah..


Abih je pastu, aku lepak la jap ngan kwn2.. Gosip skit2. Datin Sri sorg ni pun bukak la blog mamat ni(1 opis gak la). Ada la sindiran
tu mcm kena batang idung aku. Mula2 aku cool jer. Tp bila dah baca smpai abih, aku tak rasa pun yg aku ptt diperslhkan 100%. Mgkn 40-50%
la kot sindiran dia tu benar. Tros ilang mood la jap. Gosip lg... Aku mls la nk biarkan hal tu merosakkan mood aku 1 ari ni. So aku cheer kan
diri aku ngan g show room keta ngan kwn2 opis. (Nama takmo sebut ke kwn??) Ok lah, aku sebut. Aku g ngan Rizal ngan Irfan huhu. Lupa jap la psl hal td.
Tu le bezanya kwn laki ngan pompuan. Man don look into detail into crap like this. Let it go, man Let it go!!
Go enjoy urself

Masuk blik opis, aku rasa cam nk baca blk blog td.(Empunya diri aku tkmo sbut. Rasanya org dah tau). Aku geleng kepala je la. Aku tak sangka
plak aku bleh mendatangkan damage sebegitu. So if u read this, i apologize. Lets start again. But u shud hv open up more to let me understand more of you.
In and Out!! U can b mad at me for being annoying, its ok. I admit. I don want to make trouble. Maybe u can help me to be a better person.. Lets change.


My head starts to spin when i keep on thinking about this thing. Not to make things worse, i think i want to stop here. G smyg bg ilang
masalah ni.. Huhu.. Smoga dpt solution nye......